I thought I’d wake up and be able to go home.... The staff were ecstatic because it was hopeful for them, they’d seen so much death and tragedy, to have a patient come back was huge." But I had no idea what had happened, it took me a while to absorb how much time had passed.... That was really hard to accept at first." My son and I hadn’t really bonded, he didn’t have the start to life I wanted him to....